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life is just a moment

Life is just a moment. That sounds really cliché doesn’t it? But just think about it for a minute. Right now all that matters to you is to read this paper, this is your only purpose.(at this moment I hope) But it gets fogged up with the images of your past and the thoughts about your future, that is why you cant truly ever  “live in the moment” because you keep wasting your time with focusing on the other things less relevant. People die from this, one lost moment at a time. So make it burn always with the hardest flame. By this I mean that no matter what you are doing, make it the best damn thing you’ve ever done. A conversation with a friend, working on your next project,  even having hot dangerous sex. Always make your life worth living. Don’t leave any gray areas because in the end they will just chew you up, spit you out and leave you empty inside. Always strive for happiness. Whatever  that means  to you, to me it means being myself without thinking of the shit I’ve done in the past or worrying of how bad I’m screwing up my future. Not thinking and just doing. Hoping not to fail at what I do. Because a success only last until your next failure but a failure lasts forever. So learn how to let go and move on. You cant waste your time thinking of what could have been. Any time you are feeling down, just think about how lucky you are of even being a human being. Out of all the creatures out there in the universe you get to be the one who can eat a cheese burger, getting wasted, being scared, even getting a good nights rest, and being capable of loving and being loved. Because you aren’t really anybody until someone cares for you. so next time you are “in the moment” think of what you want to get out of it, even if it doesn’t go down as you planned it, its going to be a hell of a lot better than wondering what could have been, and wasting another moment by thinking about it. Don’t do what you think its right do what you think is fun. Stop thinking of your family, that will just slow you down. A family is just a bunch of strangers sharing the same DNA who can be easily hurt or disappointed by you, so make everyone a huge favor and get out of your house as soon as you can maintain yourself.

 Don’t worry about your conscience, that’s just a polite term  for cowards. No civilized man ever regrets a pleasure. So do what you please and what will make you happy. Always be searching for new sensations and do everything you’ve ever wanted to do even if people say its wrong or bad. The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it. (go naked crazy) Yes there will be a price to pay in the end, but that’s… well in the end so you better make your way down worth it. The one charm of the past is that it’s the past. Believe in yourself because there is nothing else to believe in. you might say our developments all I see is decay, religion?, fashionable substitute for believe. Art = a formality. And love… the big L word, that’s just an illusion. Yes you can love and it will be wonderful but when that love is gone you are going to be left all alone so you better love yourself more than you love anyone else or else you will end up killing yourself. Never believe in anyone else more than you do in your self. And believe me life will get better…….. eventually

I hope

           Oh one last thing…….. fuck the police.

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25 day ipod challenge… in one day.

put your itunes/ipod on shuffle.
for each question, press the next button and the title of the song is your answer.
YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
put any comments in (brackets) after the song name.

1. describe yourself.

I need you back- Ben Kweller.

2. what do people feel when they’re around you?

Little secrets- Passion Pit.

3. describe your current relationship.

You don’t know me- Ben Folds. (wahh)

4. where would you like to be right now?

Love- The Sundays.

5. how do you feel about love?

Sound of silence- Simon and Garfunkel.

6. what is your life like?

Stranger lover- Ghostland observatory.

7. what would you wish for if you only had one wish?

Hello old friend- Eric Clapton.

8. say something wise.

Giving up the gun- Vampire Weekend.

9. how would you describe yourself?

Ironic- Alanis Morissette.

10. what do you look for in a guy?

Down on me- Janis Joplin. (lol, yees!)

11. how do you feel today?

Welcome to heartbreak- Kanye West.

12. what’s your life’s purpose?

Harder, better, faster, stronger- Daft Punk.

13. what is your motto?

Beautiful, dirty, rich- Lady Gaga.

14. what do your friends think of you?

Think  for yourself- The beatles.

15. what do your parents think of you?

Superstar- Taylor Swift.

16. what do you think about very often?

I cant wait- The Sundays.

17. what do you think of your best friend?

Ive got your number- Passion Pit.

18. what do you think of the person you like?

Best i ever had- Drake. (this is true he’s the best)

19. what is your life story?

If i knew then- Lady Antebellum.

20. what do you want to be when you grow up?

Eh, eh- Lady Gaga. (yep!)

21. what do you think of when you see the person you like?

Purple haze- Jimi Hendrix.

22. what will you dance to at your wedding?

I want to hold your hand- The Beatles.

23. what will play at your funeral?

In my life- The Beatles.

25. biggest secret?

Waterloo- Abba.

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songs Carlos needs on his ipod

Neighborhood #3- Arcade fire

Que’ Onda Guero- Beck

Annie waits- Ben Folds

You dont know me- Ben Folds

Effington- Ben Folds

Fuck you- Cee-Lo Green

July, July!- the Decemberists

Billy liar- the Decembrists

Memories- Eisley

Cocaine- Eric Clapton

Layla- Eric Claptonh

Tears in Heaven- Eric Clapton

Sunshine of your love- Eric Clapton

Hide and Seek- Imogen Heep

Wavin’ flag- K’naan

Monday, Monday- the mamas and the papas

California Dreamin’- the mamas and the papas

Nineteen- Old 97’s

Little secrets- passion pit

Maybe im amazed- Paul Mcartney

Say say say- Paul Mcartney & Michael Jackson

50 ways to loose your lover- Paul Simon

When the war ends- Portugal the man

When did your heart go missing- rooney

Here’s where the story ends- the Sundays

i cant wait- the Sundays

i kicked a boy- the Sundays

i won- the Sundays

Monochrome- the Sundays (My fav sundays song)

Summertime- the Sundays

You’re not the only one i know- the Sundays (anthing by the Sundays is GREAT)

We no speak americano- Yolanda be cool & Dcup (this so im fucking AWESOME!)

How do you end a relationship based on sex?

Zoo

Why must every single girl I date has to like the fucking zoo? I’m sick and bored if the zoo it’s boring lame and positively trying to make me gay. I mean come on who gives a shit about a cute elephant cleaning himself or monkeys eating their own poop? And more importantly why do girls like that hell hole so much? It’s hot and it smells like dead babies. Maybe It’s my fault for Making them think that key chain giraffes are the cutesy thing ever. All I know is that I’m going to the zoo again and I knowwwww I’m going to hate every single second of it……. Damn you zoo!

harry potter and the deathly hollows

was sooooo good!!!!! And seeing it at midnight only made it better!

me as of right now

Everything I write still has to do with me because im selfish like that. Im done smoking and experimenting with drugs…. Ok no im not but im never taking shrooms again, the idea of losing grip on reality is great until u feel like you are in a nightmare but yet you know you are awake best/worst feeling ive ever experienced. I don’t do complicated anymore, that’s why I gave up on relatioships and jumped straight to random hook ups. I realized that im incredibly attracted to one of my exes and im gonna do whatever it takes to get her back, I just hope she remembers me after 3 years. Im crazy…. Literally. I felt kind of sick when a girl compared me and my group of friends to jersey shore, I mean come the fuck on im better looking than that. Im in love with a girl at my school that ive only seen 3 times but I like to think we r gonna bump into eachother one day, have kids and live happily ever after. Im surprisingly smart I just took a long time to find out. I want to get her back soooo bad for what she did. I broke my chest last week it hurt like a bitch. Met this girl… she is cool… shes a ho too but I found out that im also attracted to whores I don’t know why they are soo much more mysterious than regular girls. I realized that I don’t feel pain anymore im like fucking superman only Mexican and with a sizzling accent. I miss the person I used to be. How I took everything so serious and was so desperate to find love.

Im sure that this list will be obsolete in one month and ill probably have to make a new one. God how much I love my brain, he’s crazy